If life were the Sims, I’d have the ‘unflirty’ trait…
When someone likes me and I don’t like them back, I kind of just tell them straight up that it won’t happen. I’m mean, I know. I just don’t like flirting business. And the sooner they know, the sooner they’ll stop and move onto another.
But that’s the problem. If I like someone, I wouldn’t know what to do. Do I flirt with them? I’m not even sure how to flirt anymore. I’m not great with showing my interest in someone. It’s the fear of rejection or a wrecked friendship that stops me from ever moving past friendly social business. In fact, I don’t think I’ve ever actually tried to get someone that I liked who had no interest in me. Probably because I actually don’t fall for people, but I can only assume it’s going to be fucked up.
I mean, I can do it if I liked them and they did it first. I’m not the one to do the first moves. I just feel like a desperate bitch if I tried to get someone who doesn’t see me more than a friend. And I guess if you don’t go after what you want and give it a try, you will never know.
But it doesn’t even matter now.
